Ty for reviewing my art.

I been playing with mask a bit but as soon as i discovered a new trick i instantly forgot how to use it the moment later... having too many layers just made a mess.

I always use default Krita brushes the only difference thing i do is constantly regulate opacity. Some brushes made me discover a new way to make really good extures... but also forgot how i done it in the first place so blending and drawing interesting pattern, texture is mostly impacted by random luck.

The very first imaginative vision of the art looks amazing, like to everyone else/ But it's very hard to maintain to the original idea, it's. Since i don't have a style and focused theme i aim high and my art is really like RNG game. Chance of getting good quality is small, since most of the time i don't know what i am even doing. Since now im more calm and next art will have better quality, but i ran into my old problem. What should i draw?
For now i'm self taught, trying to teach myself something i don't know. Finding perfect reference is hard. Drawing from imagination makes my art look fuzzy, blurry, unrealistic, almost droodle like. I want to learn all themes, be universal, since i need to adapt to what people might want from me to be successful. That's where the pressure comes from in the first place. Seeing other peoples work only fuels that demand more.

Most of the time if i can't figure out a technique or a way to achieve a texture, shade, shape, background... i rush it out and upload thinking why bother if almost no one will see my art.

3D modeling is too complex right now, didn't touched 3D sculpting yet. Started music making with digital instrument, and might even start a 2D game as a single developer. So many dreams so little experience and skill.